UAlicja Lenczewska -Ukulungiselela intsalela kwintando kaThixo

UThixo uBawo UAlicja Lenczewska ngo-Okthobha 18, 1988:

Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika, yiba nesibindi wenze ukuthanda kwam.

Yitsho ukuba kuza ixesha elitsha, apho uMoya oyiNgcwele uya kukhokelela ngokuthe ngqo iintliziyo zabantwana baM, kwaye uMariya uya kubanakekela kwaye abonge esondela entliziyweni enkulu. Musa ukoyika, kuba ndizazisile izinto zekamva lakho kwaye ndityhile injongo yam yokuphiliswa kweCawe yam. Iindlela zokukhula ngokomoya nokunqula ukuya kuthi ga ngoku zilungile kule minyaka iphelileyo. Indlela kunye nonqulo olusekwe ngabantu abathobela intando yam belifanele ixesha lozinzo, ixesha loxolo kunye nobomi obuqhelekileyo kubantu bam. Bajikile ekubeni yindawo yokuqhekeza, benobuqhophololo kwaye benobuhle nje, bagubungela into enkulu enkulu kunye nokungcatshwa koThixo wabo. Kwaye banjengexesha lo Nyana wam, ingcwaba eliqingqiweyo lokholo kwaye uhlala imihla ngemihla noBawo. Liyeza ixesha lokophuka kwesigqubuthelo esigubungele iintliziyo zabantwana baKho. Ndinxanelwe iintliziyo eziphilayo, ezizondlayo, ezitsala luthando nokuzinikela kuYise, onguThando kunye noBomi.

Ke ngenxa yoko ndilungiselela abantwana bam ukholo oluphilayo. Ke mna ndifundisa indlela yokuhlala nam ngalo lonke ixesha, nakuyo yonke indawo. Umhlaba ngowam, nangona ungcolisiwe likratshi nangamampunge kaSathana. Ndinqwenela ubungcwele bobomi kwihlabathi ngokuhambelana nentando yam nothando. Kanye njengokuba usana olusanda kuzalwa lungenakuphila ngaphandle konina, ngokunjalo nabantwana bam akufuneki banqwenelele nantoni na ngaphandle kwam nentando yam.

Andifuni umsitho kwaye kufuneka ubhekiswe ngemilebe yakho [yodwa]. Andifuni manyathelo akho okwenziwa ngabantu kunye nomsebenzi. Andifuni ukuba mandithi undihlaziye. Ndifuna uthando lwakho kunye nokuzithoba kumnqweno wam. Kuphela ukholo olunjalo kunye nolwalamano kunye Nam luya kukusindisa ngeentsuku zentshabalalo kunye nokucocwa. Ndiya kukufundisa ukuzimela, uphila ngokholo, undizukisa ngoMoya nangenyaniso kwiimeko neemeko zobomi bakho bemihla ngemihla.

Ndifuna ukukulungiselela ukuze ubenamathela kum kwaye uhlale uthembekile kum ngeentsuku xa isibhakabhaka siyakutsha kwaye umhlaba utshatyalaliswe. Ndifuna ukuba ukwazi ukundithanda kwaye undithembe xa iicawa zam zilala zinamabhodlo kwaye nababingeleli bam bechithachithekile. Ndifuna ke wena ukuba ube nakho ukwamkela yonke ingcinezelo kunye nokubandezeleka ngenxa yokundithanda kwaye uhlale uthembekile emthandazweni, kwaye ndifuna idini le-Eucharistic lo Nyana wam lifakwe ngaphakathi kweentliziyo zakho.

Ndibamisele abona bantwana bam bathembekileyo nabona balulamileyo njengababingeleli emoyeni kwelona xesha linzima lilindele uluntu. Kwaye ndinqwenela ukuba uthando lwam lusindise kwaye lophilise ilizwe ngabo, ukuze lithululelwe ezintliziyweni zabantwana baKho. Musa ukoyika, wena unqwenela ukuba sisikhanyiso sam ngeentsuku zobumnyama. Ungoyiki, kodwa ndithembe kwaye undivumele ngokwam ukuba ndibe kuwe kwaye, ngawe, ukuze ndisindiswe imiphefumlo eyoyika, elahlekileyo, engenakuzinceda, kuba ubomi obutsha buza kuzalwa kubuhlungu kwinto ebikade ikho, esele inentloko ngokuwa.

Ntombi yam, musa ukoyika ukuhambisa la mazwi; Musa ukoyika ukuthetha ngento endiyayazi kuwe. Musa ukoyika, kuba ungowam kwaye akukho nto iyakwenzeka ngaphandle kwentando yam. Uxolo malube kuwe, mntwana wam.

Qhubeka elukholweni naseluthandweni, kwaye ngethemba ulinde ukuza ko Nyana wam, onguMyeni wakho.

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exhonyiweyo UAlicja Lenczewska, imiyalezo, Ukukhuselwa ngokomoya, Ukohlwaywa kobuThixo.