Kungani “KuMariya Omncane”?

Ngo-1996, owesifazane ongaziwa eRoma, obizwa ngokuthi "uMariya Omncane" (I-Piccola Maria) waqala ukuthola izindawo ezaziwa ngokuthi "Amaconsi Okukhanya" (Gocce di Luce), abashicileli abaziwayo base-Italy U-Edizioni Segno ikhiphe imiqulu eyi-10 efomini lencwadi, eyokuqala yakamuva kusukela ngo-2017, nakuba imilayezo isaqhubeka. Ulwazi olunikeziwe kuphela mayelana nomamukeli ukuthi ungumama wekhaya nomama ophila ebumpofu nokucashile. Izindawo, okuthiwa zivela kuJesu, ikakhulukazi amakhathekhisi okufundwa kweMisa losuku, kodwa kwesinye isikhathi zithinta izehlakalo zangaphandle. Kulabo abajwayelene nezincwadi ezingaqondakali zamaKatolika zenkathi yanamuhla, iphimbo nokuhleleke kakhulu, okuqukethwe okuminyene ngokomBhalo kufana nezinkulumo ezinde zeNkosi ezitholakala emibhalweni kaLuisa Piccarreta, uMaria Valtorta noma uDon Ottavio Michelini.

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Isingeniso se-Drops of Light (Gocce di Luce) ebhalwe “uMariya Omncane,” njengoba eyalwe umqondisi wakhe ongokomoya—ihunyushwe isuselwa olimini lwesiNtaliyane. 

Ave Maria!

Kwangathi 28, 2020

Ngibhala le ncwadi ngokulalela ubaba wami kamoya, oseke wangicela izikhathi eziningi ukuba ngichaze indaba ethi "Amaconsi Okukhanya" (Gocce di Luce), okungukuthi ukuthi konke kwaqala kanjani.

Ithini indaba ethi "Drops of Light?" Umbuzo wokuqala okufanele ngiwubuze, futhi engazibuza wona, uthi: “Kungani kimi, Nkosi? Lesi senzakalo esingokomoya singena kanjani enhliziyweni yami?”

Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, ngiye ngakwazi ukukuchaza, ukuthi kungenzeka kanjani kimi, nokuthi usizo lukaNkulunkulu lukhona kanjani.

Kwaqala kanjena. Eminyakeni eminingi ngaphambili, ngemva, ungase uthi, ukuthola kabusha ukholo, kulandela inkathi yebanga ebusheni bami bokuqala futhi ngemva kokuhlangana okujulile nomuntu kaJesu, kwakusenzeka kimi ukuthi, emkhulekweni, phambi kwezithombe ezingcwele. , emasontweni, eceleni kwamathuna abangcwele, noma lapho umthandazo wawushubile, usondelene, ikakhulukazi lapho ngizindla ngezimfihlakalo Zokuhlushwa KweNkosi, inkulumo yomunye yayingena enhliziyweni yami. Kwakuyimpendulo futhi emibuzweni yami, futhi ngaqonda ukuthi lokhu kwakufanele kuvele kokuthile endaweni yomoya.

Kodwa-ke, ngazama ukungasiniki isisindo salesi senzakalo futhi ngisishiye eceleni, ngingafaki noma yikuphi ukubaluleka kuso. Ngemva kokuba isikhathi sesidlulile, ngazama ukukhohlwa futhi ngacabanga ukuthi kwakuyi-autosuggestion. Nokho, kamuva, njengoba kwaphikelela, ngaqala ukucabanga ngakho, ngakho ngahamba ngayocela ukukhanyiselwa kumfundisi. Kodwa ngemva kokuchaza inkinga, ngatshelwa ukuthi ngiyagula futhi kufanele ngiye kuchwepheshe kulo mkhakha, owangitshela ukuthi ngihlukunyezwa usathane ngakho-ke ngidinga izibusiso nokuxoshwa.

Ngalandela iseluleko sabapristi abahlukahlukene, kodwa akubangakho bubi obuphuma enhliziyweni yami noma komubi, futhi ngaphinde ngathi kimi: “Nkosi, ufunani kimi na? Uma konke lokhu kungaveli kuwe, kususe kimi.” Ngikhanyiselwe, ngicabanga, ngabe sengiqala ukuxoxa, ngikhuluma noJesu kuMthendeleko, futhi ngathi, "Lapha ku-Ekaristi kukhona uNkulunkulu kuphela, ngakho-ke akukho nkohliso." Futhi ekumamukeleni, ngangithi: "Nkosi, angizwa lutho. Ake ngizwe, ngiphendule, ngenze ngiqonde."

Futhi ngakho, cishe ngaphandle kokuqaphela, ngendlela engokwemvelo kakhulu, ngazilungiselela ukulalela, ngishiya inhliziyo yami ithule ukuze Athole yonke indawo nokunaka, futhi ngaqala ukulalela izingxoxo ezimfushane—ezifana nemicabango leyo. amazwi asikiselwa enhliziyweni—umcabango okhulumayo: liyakhuluma futhi ngiyaqonda ukuthi izwi lowesilisa noma lowesifazane, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi uJesu noma ngezinye izikhathi iNkosazana Yethu, noma ongcwele. Kungumcabango oziveza wona futhi owuthandayo.

Isidlo ngemva kweSidlo, izinkulumo zaba zinde, futhi ngakhula ngikufanelekela ngokwengeziwe ukwamukela, njengomntwana oqale afundiswe ngamagama amancane, amafushane, futhi okuthi lapho ukuqonda kwakhe kukhula, aqhubekele ezingxoxweni ezinwetshiwe neziphelele.

Phakathi neMisa Elingcwele, njengoba ngilalele iZwi eliNgcwele, owesifazane ompofu wokholo oluncane, ekhathazekile, uthi ngaphakathi kimi, "Kodwa kungathiwani ngaleli zwi?" Nokho ekupheleni kokufunda, iNkosi isivele isiqalile ukufundisa kwayo, noma kunjalo ingishiya njalo ngikhululekile ukuba ngimlalele futhi ngimamukele (ngokwesimo sami sengqondo nokuthi ngiyafisa yini ukulalela umkhaya wompristi), noma cha, ngoba kungase kungenzeki kimi ngenxa yezehlakalo noma abantu.

Leli zwi alingehlukani nalutho engihlangabezana nalo. Kulandela iMisa eliNgcwele. Uyakhuluma futhi ngiyalalela, ngibamba iqhaza. Kuphela ngesikhathi sokungcweliswa kuba khona ukuthula kokudumisa. Kuye kwenzeka kimi—kaningi, kodwa hhayi ngaso sonke isikhathi—kuye ngezikhathi ezithile, ukuthi kungaba nzima kimina ukufinyelela e-altare, ukwamukela uJesu, futhi lapho ngibona abanye bemile ngokuzolile, ngezinye izikhathi ngiye ngihlushwe. Ngiyazabalaza, ngihlulwa wuhlobo oluthile lokulwa, futhi ngicishe ngizame ukugijima. Umugqa wokuqeda wokwamukela iSidlo ubonakala ukude kakhulu; Ngizama ukufihla ukungakhululeki kwami ​​ngangokunokwenzeka, nginobuso obubomvu nokujuluka, njengomuntu owenze ukunqoba okukhulu, futhi nginikeza ukululazeka kwami ​​eNkosini. Sengifikile, ngimamukela, ngithi kuye ngenjabulo, "Sikwenzile futhi kulokhu." Noma, ngenxa yokuthi ibanga linzima kimi—noma kungaba amamitha ambalwa nje, ngithi Kuye ngikude, “Ngisize, makungaqapheli muntu. Yingakho ngithanda amaMisa osuku lwesonto asondelene kakhulu kunemikhosi emikhulu phakathi kwezixuku.

Kukangaki ngizitshela ukuthi, "Cha, hhayi namuhla, ngizohlala ngihlezi ngingaze ngibhekane nokuhlukumezeka nokuzabalaza okungaka," kodwa bese ngiphusha umuntu onamandla, ngizizwe ngiyigwala ngibhekise kuThando lwami. futhi ngiyahamba. Ngokushesha nje uma ngithatha iSidlo, ngiMnikeza izinhloso zami, futhi Uyazamukela futhi anikeze isibusiso saKhe, bese eqala: “UMariya wami omncane.” Kufana nemvula, isikhukhula esithela phezu kwami, siqinisekisa inkulumo eyayivele iqale ngaphambili phakathi neMisa Elingcwele, siyijulisa, siyikhulisa.

Uthela umfula kimi, engingakwazi ukuwuthwala ngokugcwele. Okuqukethwe okulotshwe kamuva kuthembekile kukho: amazwi azwakalayo yilawo, kodwa hhayi wonke. Angikwazi ngaso sonke isikhathi ukuzibona ngokuphelele ngaphandle kwephutha njengoba zakhulunywa kimi, futhi ngeke ngikwazi ukuzigcina enhliziyweni nasenkumbulweni yami, ukube bekungengenxa yomusa kaNkulunkulu ukungisekela nokuzikhumbula.

UJesu eSidlweni Uzivumelanisa namathuba ethu namandla okuqonda kanye nesigqi senkonzo, nakuba inkulumo Yakhe iqhubeka enhliziyweni, ngisho nangesikhathi okufanele kube ukuthula kokubonga. Ngeshwa, lokhu kokugcina kuhambisana nokuphazamiseka okuningi, ukukhononda komphakathi, amazwi amaningi abantu, futhi kukhona nezimemezelo zompristi eziphazamisayo. Ukuze ubambe umcebo onjalo futhi ungawuhlakazi, kufanele uzindle ngawo ngaphakathi kwakho kuze kube sekhaya, ukuze ukwazi ukuwubhala ngokwethembeka ngokwengeziwe, futhi uphunyuke ebandleni, njengasemva kweMisa yonke into—umsindo. , imikhonzo—ivame ukukukhohlwa, kuyilapho uJesu esesenhliziyweni yakho, kakade ukhohliwe.

UNkulunkulu uzibonakalisa ethule, futhi ngokuvamile kuwukuhlushwa ukuzindla nokuhlala uvaliwe ngaphakathi kokusondelana Kwakhe kuyilapho nxazonke kukhona ukuphazamiseka nomsindo, futhi umuntu kufanele azabalaze, ahlale eceleni, lapho kunalokho imiphefumulo emihle ivame ukuza izokuphazamisa njalo, ukuze ngikhulume nawe. Yeka ukuthi muhle kangakanani uJehova onikeza usizo nomusa kukho konke lokhu ukuze kulondolozwe umsebenzi Wakhe, okuhloswe ngawo ukufundisa ukuthi, nangaphezu komthandazo wenhlanganyelo nokuhlanganyela, Yena onguNkulunkulu othandweni nezidalwa Zakhe esiyikho sonke. , ufuna ukusondelana nenhlanganyelo.

bengibhala konke lokhu [lezi zindawo] phansi iminyaka engu-25 manje, ngisendleleni egodukayo ngemva kweMisa Elingcwele ngigibele amabhasi anyakazayo, ngihlezi ezitebhisini zesonto ngibukwa ngokusolisayo, ngicashe endlini yangasese noma ngigijimela ukuya ekhaya futhi ngizivalele ekamelweni lami, kude nezidingo ezicindezelayo umndeni ungqongqoza ngokuphikelela, ufuna izinkonzo zami kanye nesidlo sakusihlwa.

Ngizitshele izikhathi eziyinkulungwane, "Kodwa kungani mina, Nkosi? Wazi kahle ukuthi angisiye ongcwele." Uma ngifunda izindaba zabanye abangcwele ngivele ngifende ngithi, "Yeka umhosha okhona phakathi kwami ​​nabo!" Angingcono futhi angimubi kunabanye, ngingumuntu nje ojwayelekile ongeke ukubone okuhlukile ngaye uma ungangibuka. Angifanele nalokhu. Angizange ngifunde lutho ngezindaba ezinjalo ngaphandle kwekhathekizimu elincane enganginalo ngiseyingane. Anginayo [Okukhethekile] kusho: Ngibhala kuphela, angiwasebenzisi futhi anginawo amakhompyutha; kuze kube manje, angizange ngibe nomakhalekhukhwini noma yini, ungase usho, kwezobuchwepheshe. Ngafunda ngalokho okwakunyatheliswa, kodwa kuphela njengoba kwabikwa kimina ubaba ongokomoya.

Kukhona imiphefumulo emihle kakhulu, ezinikela kakhulu futhi enemfanelo enkulu—imiphefumulo engcwele. Nginamaphutha amaningi. Ngisakhononda uma izinto zingahambi ngendlela ebengingathanda ngayo.

Kungani mina? Ngicabanga ukuthi kungenxa yokuthi ngingumuntu ongelutho. Umhlaba awungiboni. Akukho engingakuveza, ngisho nezimfanelo ezinhle nezimfanelo ezinhle, okusho ukuthi uNkulunkulu kuphela ongangikhetha futhi angiphakamise. Ubani ongabhala izinto ezinjalo ngamanani angaka? Ngingumuntu ompofu nongazi lutho. Bengiwunkosikazi wekhaya kuphela, futhi ngicabanga ukuthi uNkulunkulu ufuna ukuthi kimi nakuwo wonke umuntu, “Angizele labo asebengabangcwele, kodwa ngizela izoni ezimpofu—ezilinganiselwe, ezibuthakathaka kodwa ezithandwayo. akezi kimi nakuwe ngokuba sifanele, kepha ngenxa yokuthi simpofu, nakimi phakathi kwabaningi abemukela ezinye iziphambeko, unika enye afika ngayo ethi: “Lesi sipho ngiyakupha sona, ukuze ukusho ukuthi ngingathanda ukwenza lokhu komunye nomunye wenu."

Lokhu ngikubiza ngokuthi [izindawo zakhe] idayari, eyaqala ngo-1996 eminyakeni yokuqala ethi “Amaconsi Okukhanya,” lapho iNkosi iqala inkulumo yobumbano nobungane, kodwa leyo Afuna ukuyinikeza wonke umuntu. Usibizela ekuhlanganeni, ukwakha ubuhlobo, ukuze [Yena kanye] sazane ukuze sixhumane ngokubamba iqhaza, okusho ukuthi sibe yinhlanganisela, ukusondelana kothando.

Izingxoxo ziyaphindaphindeka, njengothando olungakhathali luphindaphinda futhi luthanda ukuthi, "Ngiyakuthanda." Kusho ukuqonda ukuthi Yena, ngokungena kokuxhumana nomuntu oyedwa, ufuna ukuyinqoba kanjani inhliziyo yakho, futhi uma isinqotshiwe, kuba nomshado ongapheli. Uma lokhu kuhlangana kungenzeki kuqala, uma kungekho ukulalela kwangaphambili, akukho ukubambelela ekufundiseni kwakhe. Ngokulandelayo, izinto zisuka “kuwe” [ubunye] kuwe" [ubuningi], njengoba izingane [eziningi] zizalwa ebuhlotsheni bothando, okufanele zithole ukujwayelana okufanayo ukuze zibambe iqhaza.

Futhi uyaqhubeka nokufundisa, ehlola iVangeli futhi elicebisa, ngoba, njengoba esho, ukuhlakanipha kwaphezulu akunamkhawulo, njengolwazi Lwakhe. Lokho uJesu afika ukuzokusho kimi kungokwawo wonke umuntu: Nawe usho kanjalo, futhi umuntu ngamunye “unguMariya omncane.” Uma siqoqa amaconsi amaningi kangaka nanjalo okukhanya, sikhanyisa imiphefumulo yethu ngawo.

Okwethulwa kimina ngempela nguNkulunkulu ovukile futhi onqobayo, kodwa osabethelwe lapha, uNkulunkulu ophathwa kabi futhi ongathandwa ngendlela Angathanda ukuba yikho, ikakhulukazi iBandla Lakhe, yingakho ekhuluma nabapristi ngokukhethekile. , ukuze bathole lobu buhlobo obuseduze neNkosi futhi bathole ulwazi lobumama beNkosazana Yethu.

Ngeke babe abangcwele kuphela, kodwa abaphehli bemiphefumulo, obaba beqiniso bezingane ezingenakubalwa eMoyeni, ukuze balethe ukuzalwa kabusha eBandleni elihambisana neNhliziyo kaJesu yobuNkulunkulu kanye neNhliziyo KaMariya Engaphelele, njengoba befisa.

“Amathonsi Okukhanya”—esinye isipho esikhulu somusa esivela ezulwini, esivela kuNkulunkulu ongakhathali ukukhuluma nomuntu. Ungawachithi futhi ungamane uthi: “Awu mahle kanjani lawa mazwi,” uwashiya ekhohliwe futhi engaphili.” Lesi isipho Sakhe, kodwa—uthethelele ukuziqhenya kwami—ngaphakathi kwakho, kubumbene futhi kufakwe, akuyona nje intokozo ukukuthola ngokuhle okungakuletha: nalokhu kubhalwe ngegazi lomhlatshelo wempilo yami.Ngiye ngizabalaze ngoba ngiqala ngingena ebunzimeni;ngifikelwa yithunzi ngicindezelwe yisitha,kwesinye isikhathi ngikholwa ukuthi lokhu yinkohliso yakhe, futhi ngiyazihlupha, ngicela intethelelo eNkosini ngokuzivumela ukuba ngibhale izinto ezinjalo.Futhi ukuba ngingenabo abapristi abanganginika ukukhanya nesiqiniseko, ngangingeke ngiqhubeke.Okungiduduzayo ukulalela okungikhululayo; Ngenza njengenkonzo uma kungathiwa ngiqhubeke ngilalele ngibhale,uma kuthiwa ngiyeke ngiyeke,anginaso esinye isisusa ngaphandle kodumo luka Nkulunkulu nokulunga kwabafowethu nodadewethu.

Lesi sipho sibiza ukungaqondi kahle nokulahlwa kwalabo umuntu alindele kubo uthando nokusekelwa, ngoba nje bengabantu abathandayo, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi banokholo olufanayo noma cha. Ukube bewazi ukuthi yini eyethulwe ekhaya, ngokuvamile ehambisana nokushicilelwa kwe-“Drops of Light.” Phakathi nenyanga ngayinye, kuyo yonke le minyaka, inani belilokhu libuhlungu, nokho elithandekayo, ukuba ngedwa. Uma [kuphela] ngikwazi ukuma eduze kukaJesu kulesi simo, ngiqoqe lawa maconsi ezithukuthuku negazi lakhe eGetsemane, ngiyigugu elincane kakhulu, okungibangela ukuba ngizisole.Ngisize ngihlale Naye.

Ngihlala ngithi ngamunye wethu unendawo yakhe ohambweni lwempilo kaJesu. Abanye ebuntwaneni Bakhe obungcwele, abanye emsebenzini wobusha Bakhe, abanye ekushumayeleni Kwakhe, Naye ekunakekeleni nasekuphulukiseni abagulayo, abanye bebethelwe embhedeni. Indawo yami encane isensimini, eduze kwaLowo ongisekelayo, futhi ngenkathi ngiphelelwa amandla, ikakhulukazi lapho ngifunda ezinye izindaba eziphathelene nempilo yabangcwele, okwangishiya ngimangele kodwa futhi ngesaba ubukhulu nokuphelela okungaka, manje sengiya bathi, "Akusibo bonke abazalelwa ukuba yimikhumbi noma ama-cruise liners. Kukhona nezikebhe ezincane." UBaba waseZulwini naye uyababona. Ngiyisikebhe esincane, futhi angicabangi ukuthi ngingaba enye into, kodwa ngisho nezikebhe ezincane zihamba futhi zintante olwandle lukaNkulunkulu, futhi nabo kufanele babhekane nakho, noma ngabe luzolile noma kukhona amagagasi avuthayo, futhi ukuwela okufanayo; kodwa zonke izikebhe, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi zincane noma zinkulu, ziqondiswe ethekwini elifanayo lobungcwele.

Ngethemba ukuthi lokhu kuletha okuhle emphefumulweni wakho, futhi ngiyakwamukela ngothando olukhulu kuJesu noMariya. Ngiyakhuleka kuwe: ngikhulekeleni.

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